Every sexual assault victim reacts to their assault differently. You were lucky that you could move on. Many victims cannot. It was especially difficult for E. Jean Carroll because she was raped by a man who was in a position of fame and power in the city where she lived. Trump openly raped and assaulted women around him for years with no consequences. I am guessing that every accusation of rape or assault (and there were many) made against him probably forced her to re-live her own rape over and over again. I’m so glad that she is finally getting her day in court. Hopefully, it will help her to finally begin to heal.